Malcolm Gladwell Questions My Choice of Profession
"Being a professional is doing your job even on the days you don't feel like doing it." — David HalberstamYeah, I'm back. I know I haven't posted in this thing since ... what was it, June? Jeez ... and so I don't really know if anyone still reads it (not that there were many to begin with, but those who did were certainly appreciated). But I came upon the above quote in an exchange of e-mails between Blink author Malcolm Gladwell and sportswriter Bill Simmons over on ESPN.com's Page 2, and now I can't get it out of my head.
Gladwell raises the point in his e-mails that, if you truly love what you're doing, you should be doing it all the time, whether you're getting paid to or not. He contends that this is why most professional athletes train like madmen during the offseason — or the lack of such drive is why some, like Eddy Curry, always come into training camp overweight — and most writers keep diaries or blogs or do some type of freelance work on the side.
It occurred to me that I used to do that sort of thing here, and for some reason, I fell off. So I'm reviving this blog. It may wind up being only a vain attempt to convince myself that I love writing enough to keep doing it. It may be the vehicle to help me realize I don't like writing as much as I purport to, so maybe I should get into another field. It may do neither, but at least I can say that I tried.
I don't know what I'm going to write about, but I hope it won't devolve into some drole recounting of daily events in my life, if only because I have found that my life can be pretty dull at times. Trust me. Perhaps it take on some focus, some unifying theme, like soccer or politics or wrestling or or music or something. But that will come in due course.
In the meantime, I will, as Matthew Good put it in "Symbolistic White Walls," sit here and think of meaningful things to say.
And I will curse Malcolm Gladwell for thrusting this identity crisis on me. Thanks a lot, jerk.



